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I think now, that everything is going to be okay.
I think now, that everything is going to be okay.
I state facts.
You know you drive me crazy.
Have you ever been in a situation where you felt like you were in am invisible glass box? You can see and hear everyone, but no one can see or hear you. You beat on the glass and scream and yell but no to no avail. You see situations happening but what can you do? Nothing. You just have to sit back and watch the events and consequences unfold in front of you. In my case, you have to sit there helplessly and watch your best friend make decisions that will hurt her emensly in the long run.
There is nothing I can do. I just have to sit here and watch her make these stupid mistakes and decisions one after the other. I’ve done all I can do. All that there is left is to be stuck in my glass box; Everything I want to say or do is stuck in my head. That is my glass box.
Tomorrow will be hell. We’ll have to watch two hours of thoughtless decisions. And it makes it even harder when you know something they they don’t want you to know and don’t know you know. I hate this shit. It has caused too many problems. Even in my relationship with my boyfriend.
I just want this to end, but I want it to end well. The problem is, I don’t think that it can end well. But what is there for me to do? I’ve done all I can. I’ll just have to sit back and let her learn her lessons hands on and the hard way. She’ll learn. And if she doesn’t, then she will go her entire life fucking up every relationship with a guy she comes across.
Oh well.
I’m done. I’m out. Don’t involve me in your drama.
I’m finished.